WHY IT HAPPENS TO ME?

IF I LOVE OR LIKE SOMEONE I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT HIM/HER. I AM NOT GOING TO MENTION HERE ABOUT MY LOVE BUT SOME THING OTHER. I LOVE TO SEE TENDULKER BATTING. CRICKET IS NOT MY CARRIER BUT I DO MY BEST NOT TO MISS HIM PLAYING A SINGLE BALL.AS IF I AM TAKING SOMETHING FROM HIM. AS IF I AM LEARING SOMETHING FROM HIM.AS IF IT PROVIDES ME THE MOMENT OF MY LIFE. AS IF IT GIVES WHOLE ENTERTAINMENT AND MAKE ME FRESH GIVES ME A REASON TO LIVE IN.MY ALL PROBLEM GOES OUT AS HE HITS MIDDLE OF THE BAT. WHEN HE HIS STRAIGHT DRIVE,COVER DRIVE, SQUARE CUT OR PULL,HOOK,ON DRIVE OR WHATEVER MY ALL BODY PARTS GET ENERGY AND WHEN HE REACHES ON NERVOS 90 FEELING NERVOSNESS. AND WHEN HE COMPLETE CENTURY……….I HAVE NO WORDS TO MENTIION HOW I FEEL AS MANY INDIANS….
BUT HOLD ON THIS IS NOT HAPPENT TO ME ONLY WITH TENDULKER…THERE IS BIG LISTS OF THIS…KISHOR DA SONG GIVES ME THE SAME THING..LATA DIDI SONGS MAKES ME THE SAME WAY…MUKESH AND RAFI SONG HAS THE SAME IMPACT…I DONOT FIND WHO IS THE BEST AMONGST KISHORE,RAFI AND MUKESH…I THINK ALL ARE BEST…MAY BE A FRACTION FOR ME IS DADA…IT SAME HAPPENS WITH RAJESH KHANNA ACTING ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU GIVE HIM WIN OR SOME PROBLEM SITUATION…LIKE ANAND. ALTHOUGH BACCHAN SAHAB IS GREATER THAN HIM AND WHAT TO SAY ABOUT HIS ACTING. IT SAME HAPPENS TO GOVINDA COMEDY SCENE….HE IS A MASTER IN THIS BUSINESS…HIS TIMING IS SO EXCELLENT CAN NOT BE COMPARED TO ANYTHING ELSE.
THERE ARE MANY MORE THINGS. EARILER IT WAS BBC IN 730 PM AND 630 AM AND VIVID BHARTI AND AMIN SHAINI…RAMAYANA AND MAHABHARTA….FROM CLASS 4 TO TILL NOW READING HINDUSTAN…I HARDLY REMEMEBER WHEN I LAST NOT READ NEWSPAPER….AFTER B.A. TO GO TO TEA SHOP IN MORNING A NEWSPAPER WITH A OR TWO CUP OF TEA…THE DAY WHEN PAPER WAS NOT PUBLISHED YET I GO TO TEA SHOP..AND MISSING THE MOMENT OR READ SOME THING OTHER..

NOW A DAYS NDTV…AND SOME OF ITS PROGRAMME. DUA SIR LIVE AND THE LAST MOMENT A SONG…..9PM…..AND RAVISH SIR ANY SHOW…EITHER 930PM EARLIER OR 10 PM THESE DAYS…..BUT WHEN THEY DONOT COME TO SHOW THEN WHAT HAPPENED….CAN NOT BE MENTIONED….YOU ARE WAITING HIM…THE NEWS HE IS GOING TO READ YOU ALREADY MADE…YOU HAVE MADE IT AND AIRED IT ON YOUR CHANNEL AND YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW THEY ARE PRESENTING THE SAME…..TO LEARN SOME THING,,,,BUT IT DOES NOT COMPLETE WHEN THEY DONOT COME….THEY SAY THERE IS NO PROBLEM…IT IS THE SAME PROGRMME GOING ON, THE SAME PERSON ARE MAKING ONLY I AM NOT THERE…THAT ONLY I AM IS THE KEY…..FOR THOSE WHO SEE IT I DONOT KNOW IS THIS TYPE OF LIKENESS IS ILLNESS OR SOMETHING OTHER…I DO BELIEVE THE SAME IS HAPPENING TO MANY PEOPLE

YE RAVAN KAB JALEGA?

THIS YEAR ON GODDESS DURGA PUJA I WAS IN DELHI. I HAVE SEEN MUZAFFARPUR NAVRATARA LIVE, PUJA IN BENGAL, AND IN HYDERABAD AND NOW IN DELHI. IN MUZAFFARPUR PANDALS ARE DECORATED ATTRACTIVELY, IDOLS ARE MADE SUPERBLY AND LIGHTING AND OTHERS THING. THEN SOME PROGRAMMES THAT MAKE 9 DAYS BEAUTIFUL AND COLOURFUL. WHAT TO SAY ABOUT BENGAL. THEY ARE BEST IN THIS BUSINESS. AND HOW YOU CAN FORGET GARBA. WE IN MEDIA HAVE A PUNCH LINE THOSE DAYS GARBA KI DHOOM. NAVRATA KI RAUNAK. AND LIKE SO. IN HYDERBAD IT IS HARDLY SEEM THAT SUCH A BIG OCCASION THIS ONE IS. AHMEDABAD TO MUMBAI ITS SUPERB. THIS TIME I WENT TO NOIDA STADIUM IN THESE DAYS ONCE. THERE WAS A CIRCUS NAMED INDIANA CIRUS LOOKS LIKE HEAVILY INSPIRED BY INDAI TV. AND THE REASON IS AS FOLLOWS
THERE WERE THREE BOARDS IN WHICH THEY WERE TELLING PEOPLE WHAT THEY ARE SHOWING
LADKI BANEGI NAGIN
LADKI BANEGI PHOOL
AND YE LADKI PIGHALTI HAI….
I WENT THERE WITH ONE OF MY FRINDS. NAG-NAGIN OR TRP TO HAMNE DEKHA THA. MAY BE IN SOME VOICE OVERS OF PKG IT HAS BEEN SAID…AAYIE AB HUM AAPKO MILWATE HAI EK AISI LADKI SE JO PIGHALTI HAI BUT I DO DOUBT THAT SOME WHERE IT IS USED THAT LADKI BANEGI PHOOL…PHOOL JAISE LADKI SE AAPKI MULAKAT KARAYENGE EK BREAK KE BAAD MAY BE USED. BUT THIS ONE WAS NEW. WE GOT TICKETS WHERE ALREADY A HUGE CROWD. 3 MINUTES CIRCUS SHOW AND THEN ANOTHER SHOW. THEY WERE IN LIVE MOOD. AS IF IT IS BREAKING AND EXCLUSIVE AS WELL. NO BREAK SINCE THEY GET ENOUGH IN LIVE WHY TAKE BREAK. FIRST CUT THER IS A GIRL ON STAGE. THEN A SCREEN SLOWLY AND SLOWLY GIRL DISAPPEARED AND A FEMALE SNAKE WAS ON THE SCREEN SO IS THE FLOWER AND SO AS THE GIRL MELTING. THAT’S ENDED THE SHOW. NO CLAPPING, NO HAPPY LINES ON FACES. THEY LEFT THE STADIUM WITH A RAGE MOOD. WHAT HAPPENED TO US? WHERE ARE WE GOING? WHAT REQUIRED DOING SUCH A FOOLISHNESS. THEN CAME IN MIND AS WE DO IN NEWS CHANNEL SO THEY ARE DOING WHAT IS WRONG IN THIS? WE DO MAKE PEOPLE FOOLISH BY DOING THE SAME THING TO GAIN TRP PLAY NAG –NAGIN WITH THE MUSIC…MAI TERI DUSMAN..THEY DID NOT PLAY THE MUSIC THOUGH. A HUGE CROWD ON TICKET COUNTER. ANOTHER PLACE NEAR THE FIRST ONE NAG-NAGIN, THERE GOING A PLAY ON RAJA-MAHARAJA. I WAS SORRY TO SEE THIS NO CHANNEL HAS COVERED THE SHOW ESPECIALLY THE CHANNEL WHO DEPENDS HEAVILY ON THIS NAG-NAGIN TYPE. MAY BE THEY WERE BUSY MAKING YE RAVAN SUCIDE KARNE WALA THA…AND RAVAN ABHI JINDA HAI AND RAVAN MAHAN THA AUR RAVAN NE RAM KO MARA OR WHATEVER THEY CAN IMAGIN….

ABOUT DREAMS

When we see dreams we do it hard to complete it. Many times there is not much in our hand to do it. It is really very hard to face it. When it happens to anybody. Just think how many’s dream is broken everyday. How they live? One song …jab dil hi tut gaya hum ji kar kya karenge….but the same time former president APJ Abdul kalam says see the big dream and do hard to fulfill that. I have one of his letter in which he told the same to me. I cannot say how many’s of mine dream is completed? But can be a proud only for a second that when I was in ten in 1996 I was one of the seven students who passed the examination out of more than 500 students of my scholl. I was awarded some of the current affaird award. When four or five top schools of Muzaffarpur district a GK and Math competion was held. MY close friend Mohan and I were in tiebreaker in GK Final round. He got first chance but the wrong aswer. And it was my turn then My question was what is the full name of PV NARSHIMA RAO. I told and won the GK And I got second in MATHS. THE QUIZE COMITTE GAVE ME TROPHY AS WELL AS CASH AWARD FOR THIS. CASH AWARD WAS NOT IN THE LIST THOUGH. Well it gave me a huge confidence. I was a village boy.Read newspaper when I was in class 4 and listen bbc news at 730pm and 630 am as well song of music chaneel and live cricket,tennis commentary. I tell my friend SAMPRAS WON THE FIRST SET AND HE IS 4-2 AHEAD IN SECOND SET. Many friends talk serious matter national,international,sports or any topic to me and they expect from me to fulfill all their question. I caught a catch of a boy who came in our practice cricket session running one hand at midwicket and he my captain he is the best fielder. I hit a six in a match against a strong team and one of the main batsman of my team always say me what a straight drive.He was a good allrounder of my team name Shyam was shot dead by a boy and then people beat him to death at the spot threw his body to a river. It was a tense moment. I fell ill after seeing my friend dead body. I wanted to become an Engineer. Good in maths. But couldnot prepare for IIT due to some reason. Then ISC And preparation for banking. My Coaching boss say you will hit in first appearance only become of 18 as soon as you can. I was scoring an average 180 and in easy set go for 188(my best) in test held at coaching. But thank to then finance minister Mr. Yaswant sinha I could not get a chance to sit in many bank exam tests. Then graduation in Political science and prepartation for PO AND RAILWAY EXAM. It was a good format when I was practicing.But when I have to appear it was GK question was increased. Earlier it was math and reasoning was more but then they changed and increased gk. It was hard to be sure about gk you may be right and wrong.NOW IN THIS FIELD. MANY DREAMS BROKEN AND MANY COMPLETED. WELL THIS IS LIFE AND ENJOY EVERY MOMENT OF IT.BROKEN OR DONE.